This is what you feel when you're drunk
This is what I feel when I'm drunk
It all goes so fast, reality strikes

I end up thinking about you
or you or you
or whoever's stepped a foot in my doormat
No matter where you are at
No matter thin or fat

Is it me or is it you
What is it I like about you
You're suicidal like me
You are, you wanna be free

Your ways or mine
I need you now, I need your touch
I need to feel your hand I need you much
more than you think

And what is that in the fridge?
Is it a cold beer, that I can't share with anyone
Because you, or nobody is not around
I'll have to drink it myself
and hey, I'll be drunk
I wish I could be drunk on you

I got a partner for life
just come and meet her
Her name is Loneliness
I'm sitting with her
Right next to me she is
she'll never leave, though I'm begging her to
Surely she'll stay until my life is through

And count my blessings, they're plenty
They say I have it all
They're so wrong
No one will catch me when I fall
and here I go

Extend your arms
and realize
your paradise
I'm not that wise
Not that wise
Not that wise

I wish you wouldn't love this beast
that grows under my skin
and although you can't see
sometimes it just comes out like that
Hysterically, ragefully, just blurting out

What am I trying to write
can't you see the sense is out
was it ever in?
This is what my life has been

Sometimes, I wanna die, and other times I wanna just lie in someone else's arms
But there is just emptiness
no happiness
for me
just uglyness
stupidness
no tenderness
lifeless
just regrets
hatred of myself
but shall this ever end?

shall I get a move on?